I’ve been staring at the blank space upon which I’m typing for over an hour now and I can tell you that I AM LOST. It all looks strange to me seeing that I’ve not been here for weeks now.

All of these feels new to me, so you’ll forgive me if I type like a novice because that’s exactly how I’m feeling.

Now playing: Oluchukwu by Morris Jehty.

It would be rude of me to make this blog post without asking HOW ARE YOU? If your answer is the usual ‘I’m fine’, I hope from the bottom of my heart that you’re genuinely fine.

I apologize terribly for my inconsistency, it has been on purpose. I procrastinated a lot till I got here and I don’t think I ever want that to happen again because I missed this place. My safe haven that coincidentally got me nominated for an award at the department. It would never have been possible without you. Thank you💜

Now playing: I love you by Jonathan McReynolds.

I love this song and how it puts me in my feelings because it’s a constant reminder that God never left me.

I witnessed a little child get hit by the bus I was in, she went under the bus and I had never experienced fear as much as I did during this hit. Thankfully, she survived.

During this last week, I heard something that made my heart cut, I usually read about it on twitter but never in my lifetime did I think that it would happen to someone I know.

For the sake of this narration, the characters will be referenced as single letters.

A – female character who is old enough.

B – male character who is older.

Other minor characters will be included later on.

It so happened that A and B had been in a relationship for quite a while now and they participated squarely in senseless arguments like a lot of couples do. B was very fond of going through his girlfriend’s phone suspiciously. A didn’t mind because she had nothing to hide but she became overly curious when he would never leave his phone unguarded.

One evening, she caught him lost in his phone, chatting away and smiling like a little girl, she had been talking to him but from all indications, he heard nothing. She called his attention and asked who it was he was chatting with that was making him so engrossed and he said it was his colleague in the office. He went on to explain that they had earlier played Truth or Dare at the office and it was discovered that this said female colleague was a virgin.

Unamused by his explanation, she went further to ask why he was chatting with her and he gave the general excuse. “My guy wants to run her parole so I’m helping him.”

Helping him do what sir? She asked that he stopped and let his colleague run her parole by himself with his own hands and mouth and he promised to.

Weeks later, when all was well and forgotten, she had gone to spend the weekend at his house as usual and they were both tired to cook anything heavy. They decided to do takeout and went off to get food outside the house. They came back and an argument ensued about the food, causing the guy to walk out on her in anger leaving his phone in the sitting room.

Did I fail to mention that this was a house with a lot of rooms and spaces and A had not quite gotten used to moving around the house yet so she stayed put in the sitting room hoping that he would come back but he did not. She was left alone for a few minutes.

She screamed his name from the sitting room and asked him to come down, when he did, he was looking a lot calmer. They were going to talk about it until her hand mistakenly went to his phone where he dropped it. According to her, he flew from where he was to where the phone was and snatched it while screaming at her to never touch his phone in her entire life.

To begin with, she didn’t even know the password of the phone as he had refused to tell her so this aroused her suspicion. She carefully hatched her plan of waiting for him to sleep and then using his fingerprint to unlock the phone.

It worked because he sleeps deep. She went to the bathroom and began to go through his phone carefully, she saw the side of her boyfriend that she had never seen before – the romantic and gentle side.

To his colleague.

The very one he claimed that he was helping his friend get.

She began to cry and went through other messages, there was more than one girl. She ran back into the room and hit him on his body to wake him up while brandishing his phone screen at his face screaming “what is this!!”

He calmly got up and said “this is why I asked you not to touch my phone, I didn’t want you to see these things”. The nerve.

What was said after that is not our business as they kept on arguing on top of their voices. When he could not take it anymore, he asked her to leave the house because he felt she was too angry to be around him.

At midnight.

Humility found her and she asked that he let her stay till morning seeing that she had nowhere to go that night but he had the upper hand now and he began to pack her load downstairs. The begging intensified and his pride increased.

She asked that he did not wake the neighbors so they wouldn’t come out and he openly said “if they do, I’ll tell them you’re a prostitute I picked from the streets”

Men, scum? Never!!!

She pleaded until he agreed to let her stay and sleep in the sitting room. There, she stayed and cried her eyes out for hours. He came a few hours later to pacify her and to drop the bombshell.

“The virgin is not the one you should be scared of, I’ve been dating someone for five years and she’s expecting me to propose to her by April.”

At this point of the narration, I was shattered for her.

He went on to say that they could still be dating on the side, his real girlfriend didn’t have to come between them.

It happened for real.

Of course, she broke up with him but she has been depressed ever since.

He still calls her till now.






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  1. Isiki September 4, 2018 at 7:15 am

    First of all welcome back osas. I feel so bad for the girl . The guy absolutely has no shame. Yesssss o I’ve been cheated on. I picked up his phone and read his messages . Was I angry? Very . But guess what he broke up with me because she saw a video I posted of us kissing and she went hysterical. After breaking up with me he started calling me saying we should still remain friends…what he meant was that we should still be having sex… I’m not going to lie . For a while we were ; but each time I would feel bad and ask him if his girlfriend and how she would feel .One day I called him and told him that we should stop talking to each other and he got angry. The story is long. Very long. Anyways we don’t talk because I’ve blocked him but he still finds other ways to contact me. Cheating is a no-no for me.

  2. osas September 4, 2018 at 11:09 am

    Funny how she has refused to let it affect how she relates to other sensible males. In her shoes, I\’ll probably sit down and cry

  3. Barakah Olaniyan September 4, 2018 at 12:35 pm

    I’m angry. Jesus I’m angry. Why the hell are these cheating bastard still alive? As for me, it was never this deep. I’ve just been know to take things like this in stride.
    He cheated on me with my closest friend. Said it was because they were both high. Found out via the friend with the smuggest look on her face. It’s smallpox that will still kill the two of them. I cried for a month straight. Prayed never to find myself in such mysterious conditions. Lmao I’ve build house inside it
    This life is a pot of beans. It’s like there are no genuine people in the world again. Anyhow sha. God go dey

    1. osas September 4, 2018 at 4:04 pm

      This life is a pot of burnt beans to be very honest

  4. Mofe Ade September 4, 2018 at 2:51 pm

    Ah! This one is deep oh!!!

    1. osas September 4, 2018 at 11:36 pm

      Very deep my love

  5. osas September 4, 2018 at 5:43 pm

    Amen o. It is well

  6. Tits September 4, 2018 at 11:36 pm

    Sigh! Most guys out there are MAD!!! This is inhumane!!! Are you sure its blood flowing through his veins? First there\’s one bullshit people recite almost all the time \’don\’t go through a Guy\’s phone, so you won\’t see things that will break your heart\’. Well. God will punish anyone that says that to my hearing. Don\’t go through kini? Well, I\’d rather see things that will break my heart than be happy with a cheat! I don\’t think my partner cheats nevertheless I don\’t still trust him fully. Men will always be men. I pray she pulls through and finds somebody who\’ll cherish her as she deserves.
    And I pray we don\’t have any partner who\’d cheat on us. That thing hurts to the bone marrow!

    1. osas September 4, 2018 at 11:37 pm

      This thing has already opened my eyes to the fact that I might not be trusting any man soon because no be me and them abeg. Ahahn!!!

  7. Susanspecs September 4, 2018 at 11:43 pm

    Cheating partners are worse!!!! Especially those ones that think you should accept them, because everyone else cheats and you\’re just lucky to find out. I use to drop extra offering for the strength I\’ll need to break up with anybody that will cheat on me. Welcome back Osas, I really miss your posts


    1. osas September 5, 2018 at 1:29 pm

      I\’ll need to start dropping extra offerings too

  8. Efe September 5, 2018 at 10:28 am

    Some men are scumbags who deserve to be flushed down the toilet, y\’all need to go see @halfricanbeaute yyoutube video on 19 signs to know if he/she is a fboy/fgirl cuz if you\’ve seen that video you\’ll know that if your boyfriend or girlfriend doesn\’t let you touch their phone or always turns their phone downward then they should be red flagged cuz they obviously hiding something, pls to all the girls out there going through something like this please don\’t belittle yourself, you\’re way more than that and you deserve more than that, very good and insightful post tho, love y\’all, keep up the good work

  9. osas September 5, 2018 at 1:28 pm

    It is well

  10. osas September 5, 2018 at 1:29 pm

    Do you get!!!

  11. osas September 5, 2018 at 1:29 pm

    You owe me a lot of stories Onyinye

  12. osas September 5, 2018 at 1:30 pm

    Exactly!!! I might either kill him or walk blindly into a moving vehicle

  13. Dee September 5, 2018 at 3:36 pm

    Well I dunno why guys cheat I’ve never dated a loyal guy before they all cheat …the one that happened last really broke my heart we’ve been dating for 3 months but I never checked his phone for once cause I trusted him but he always check mine one faithful day I saw him deleting messages on his Nokia phone wen he saw I was looking he stopped then after some time I picked up his phone the first text message I saw was let’s hve fun again I miss your dick ,even wen he was at a friend’s place the address he sent to me wen I was going to meet him there he sent it to like 4 other girls,telling another girl he finds her attractive he likes her shape and all ,before then he said he missed me I told him to come around he said he couldn’t but that same day I saw that he went to surulere he even lodged for 2 days with another girl,another text from a girl saying wen will u come and pick me ,he was even pricing a runzgirl I couldn’t check his WhatsApp cause I’ve seen enough just on his Nokia phone ..I don’t really understand guys it’s always like a dream wen all this happens the pain is just unbearable

    1. osas September 5, 2018 at 3:42 pm

      Woooow, this one is loud o. This one is very loud

  14. Lois September 5, 2018 at 4:10 pm

    Lol…Cheating partners..me I kuku cannot kill myself.. After my ex told his side chick that I am his cousin nko…that one later came back to me to narrate the details of her make out session with my \”cousin\”

    1. osas September 5, 2018 at 4:17 pm

      I legit screamed in tongues

  15. osas September 5, 2018 at 4:21 pm

    Amen o

  16. Tumi September 5, 2018 at 5:25 pm

    You’d be extremely surprised at how much jackshit you can take…..
    They simply just lack self discipline….as if it’s only men that can cheat, they’ll be claiming it’s a man’s world….. we’re all human abeg..

    1. osas September 5, 2018 at 7:20 pm

      Lmao but don\’t let us lie, women cheat too.

  17. Ireti September 5, 2018 at 5:55 pm

    Wooow, men are truly scumbags
    I have been cheated on once too. We dated for 5 months or so, he wasn\’t even protective of his phone cause he had apparently hidden the evidence. But I found a screenshot on his phone (he missed it while he was hiding the rest)from his ex, They had gotten back together and were dating behind my back. when I confronted him, he was like he wanted a break up. I was torn apart, cried a lot but I got over it. I\’m glad you\’re back Osas I missed you.

  18. sarah September 5, 2018 at 9:36 pm

    this is soooo annoying, thank God for karma, that\’s all i can say. *drops phone*

    1. osas September 6, 2018 at 8:32 am


  19. osas September 6, 2018 at 8:32 am

    My deeeeeear

  20. Shorlarh September 6, 2018 at 12:28 pm

    I pray no one has to endure a cheating husband because that one ehn is the worst. How will someone get out of that. Even a cheating boyfriend is problematic. Later they will open mouth and say its the devil\’s handwork mtcheeee rubbish. God help us oooo

    1. osas September 6, 2018 at 7:44 pm

      It\’s always the devil

  21. Yanfe September 6, 2018 at 1:24 pm

    She should just try to forget about the guy. The person God had ordained for her is on his way, She should just chill.

    1. osas September 6, 2018 at 7:44 pm

      Amen o

  22. osas September 6, 2018 at 7:45 pm

    I hope so too

  23. Tobee September 6, 2018 at 11:10 pm

    Lmao. Are you sure she did not stab or poison him? Cause the babe seems like someone that would.

    1. osas September 6, 2018 at 11:13 pm

      I commend her for her calmness

  24. Spartan September 9, 2018 at 8:37 am

    This story just made my remember my last relationship with my ex.. 2 years ago… almost the same scenario… here was I oblivious to the fact that he was engaged! Everybody knew. His friends even neighbours and I would visit him at his place and the way they would hype me like… smh.. I found out about the other girl \” the Mrs\” *laughs thats what he saved her name at the time* while snooping and after confronting him… he lied then when that was working, he had the audacity to call her and fake conversation.*smiles* Morale lesson: not all men are scum. You would find good men afterwards. I did but my free spirit and the new born \’casanova\’ spirit hasn\’t let me settle. I guess karma is definitely a bitch because the girl found out about me, duped his ass and got married the three months after. It might painful at first moving on, healing, forgiving and forgetting but take your time, don\’t rush yourself. Learn the lessons and pick your ass up. It would be fine. It always will.

  25. osas September 9, 2018 at 11:47 am

    Looooooud!!!! This is crazy but crazy inspiring

  26. Peniel September 13, 2018 at 10:30 pm

    All people cheat. Women are just really good at covering their tracks. That being said I think it’s pretty sad that a lot of people lose their conscience when they do thing like this. There’s hardly any logical explanation for these kinds of behaviors. Sigh

    1. osas September 13, 2018 at 10:53 pm

      I\’ve sha not cheated before so I know I\’ll be caught if I ever cheat

  27. Tosin November 4, 2020 at 12:12 pm

    Omo x1000


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