This heartbreak

Happy new month you guys. I just need you people to read this post the exact same way I’m writing it.

In excitement.


Now listening to Here I am by Marvin Sapp.

This is one song that I’m going to recommend for everyone like I do in every blog post because this song is an assurance that I’m not wrong in this game of standing strong.Today I’m not ranting in anger, yeah?

My friends have tagged me a permanently angry bird. They say I have this permanent scowl on my face that reads off as anger every single time and I was totally not aware of this.

I’m working on changing this attitude but I’d love for me and my entire being to be sent abroad so this change would be effective.

I started my week badly but I refuse to let it get to me in Jesus name!!! Even though it’s still eating me up in the inside, I highly refuse. Sunday morning had me waking up at the hospital where I spent the night with my mom, the rain was just annoying my entire being and I had plans to go to church at 9. I ordered taxify because there was no way I was doing public transport in that rain, my driver was such a nice young man who did not inflate his price or attempt to use that cheat map drivers usually use. He took me to school safe and sound and collected his 2k4 jeje.

Church service was supposed to start at 9am but I was not ready at 9 and stylesenami who was supposed to go to church with me was not ready too. I had to get ready and wait for her for over an hour.

Guess who ordered taxify and was faced with surge? Yes, me!!I was mad but I was running late and rain was still falling heavily so I had no choice but to order the cab. The estimate told me 3k to 3k something as opposed to the normal 2k to 2k5 and I still felt it was reasonable. My taxify driver decided that he wanted to pass a longer route for reasons best known to him, I protested and asked him to face his directions to third mainland and he did while making sure he passed all the had streets that led to adekunle from yaba.I was already going crazy but not as crazy as I went when I saw 4k8 when he ended the trip at our destination.

If you know me, you’ll know my anger builds up from deep within my stomach to my throat. I paid that money in agony and slammed the door as soon as I got down. I cat walked into church in heels only to find out that service had just ended. I was not even fast enough to meet ‘The grace’.

I swallowed my tears and went to gist with the pastor who tried to lighten up my mood and later settled for taking us to BlackBell Restaurant to eat. Nobody says no to free food, especially not me so I jumped into the car and followed the whole team to BlackBell Restaurant. I was faced with the tough decision of actually choosing what I wanted to eat among their beautifully laid varieties of food and I did not hide it, so I asked that the server recommend for me. She recommended their special fried rice with shrimps in it in a takeaway pack. I wanted to be able to spread my legs and eat that food without fear of being watched by the prim and proper public. I felt so butty eating that food later in the evening.

I sat at BlackBell to order another taxify ride that would bring us home in the never ending rain. This had to be the most annoying driver on earth, he claimed to be ‘completing a trip’ nearby for over 20 minutes. Why accept my ride when you were still on a trip? Senami had refused for me to cancel the ride because of her niceness so I made sure she suffered the pain of being lied to by that taxify driver who by the way is completely clueless as to what reading is.While we waited, I engaged myself in a conversation with Victoria of Blackbell who looked like the administrator of this beautiful restaurant. She offered me some cookies and their special bread as take home gift.

She gifted me free food!!

Her kind is very rare and I’ll like to ask that you people stop by Blackbell to feel the way I feel. The feeling didn’t really last as the last taxify driver who took me round the wrong routes in Lagos simply because I wanted to go and pick my heartbroken friend and comfort her, decided to charge me 4k3 after my trip ended. Let me not lie, I did not hold this one. I paid the money, went upstairs and buried myself in tears on the bed. I spent 11k5 in one day on taxify!!!

Make me ambassador, no!!!

Take all my money, yes!!!

I’ve not eaten well since this incident.

I’ve not even behaved normally since Sunday so if you see me having a puppet show on my instastory, you know why.Picture taken and edited by @stylesenami.

Kindly digest this beauty!!! Those cookies were music to my soul and they tried everything to comfort me. They worked for the moment as they made me forget my worries at that particular time. Notice how the bread come in actual numbers? I felt like the child I wasn’t allowed to be as I ate this. My long throat friends participated in the eating too.Well, except the heartbroken one, who cried and played depressing songs till I became heartbroken myself.Which brings me to the questions…

Why do people cheat in relationships?What are their gains?

Have you ever cheated or been cheated on?

Would you rather go through your heartbreak with food or music?

Have you visited BlackBell today? No? Let’s go together, bills on you dear.

Have you subscribed to this blog?

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  1. Tomiwa July 3, 2018 at 3:55 am

    Cheating is a no no while in a relationship. I don’t think anyone will force another to date so if you are not ready to have sense don’t fate . When you are single do what ever you want with sense obviously but when you are committed to another I mean it’s better you break up then be stupid and be a hoe than to make your partner feel stupid and less of himself/herself.

    1. osas July 3, 2018 at 4:06 am

      They won\’t hear o

    2. Ruru July 3, 2018 at 2:07 pm

      The God that will bless you!

  2. Mideshol July 3, 2018 at 7:13 am

    Cheating is a no mehn, sometimes I feel people who cheat have some pyschological issues and brain disfunction because at the end the person they cheat with mostly is always not even as presentable as you and is even a -100, like if steal meat from the pot why not take the biggest abi… You cheat on me, I become the nicest person to you, I can\’t kill myself guy!!

  3. REPPART\'s opinion July 3, 2018 at 10:33 am

    Cheating as I have come to observe is extremely wrong and deplorable and is the most cause of break ups in relationships.

    Do you think your relationship is not prone to someone cheating? Heck yeah it is!

    Anyone can cheat, let\’s not point fingers and say \”men are scum\”

    If your partner cheats then they or the relationship is weak and needs help, have a conversation with them and \’TRY\’ to sort things out before jumping out the door.

    1. osas July 3, 2018 at 10:54 am

      Trying to sort things out usually doesn\’t end up well

  4. Ruru July 3, 2018 at 2:11 pm

    Osas Dear. Cheating is just SIGH. Anyhoo let’s all learn that till that boy announces you as his own. And you accept. You both do not owe each other shit. Because the moment you believe in staying loyal, light go flash for you eye and you go see something. And yes I’ve been to black bell dear. Love you dear. Bye darling.

    1. osas July 3, 2018 at 5:03 pm

      My lover ❤️

  5. osas July 3, 2018 at 5:03 pm

    Thank you darling ❤️

  6. osas July 3, 2018 at 5:04 pm

    Lmao. You suffered me

  7. Ikeoluwa July 4, 2018 at 11:01 am

    Good one.❤

  8. Tobee July 6, 2018 at 2:01 am

    Hello Osas. Thanks for your patronage. I am Tobee Awosika from Taxify, we will like to make you an ambassador but you\’ll need to pay about 11k5 for paperwork. ❤❤❤

  9. osas July 14, 2018 at 4:00 pm

    It\’s great to have you back ❤️

  10. osas July 15, 2018 at 6:43 pm

    This too shall pass

  11. Taiwo January 11, 2019 at 1:04 pm

    Dear osas.
    Cheating is a CHOICE


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